Why do I care?


Nonexistant LoveShe stays awake at nightNonexistant Love
wondering what it would be like
to feel, love, intriguing romance..
She yearns to have that one true dance
she sheds a new tear every night
for the same old loneliness
that she has built up inside.


My Tears are TrueIt just makes me so mad, makes me so upset. They just don't understand.. How can they not get it? I am not happy,I have feelings too. Have I played this fake smile for so long that even I can't see my own pain? I wish they would look beyond the surface and stop pretending this is a little game. They have only seen me as who I am not They don't believe me when i say that hurts They ignore me when I cry for mercy Do they think I am not serious when I say The pain inside me is unbearable I hate to wake up everyday I leave my house, almost hoping to not come backMy Tears are True


MixedYou want to know me? Want to get inside myMixed
head? Then just sit back.. and finally listen to what the hell I have said. I may seem happy..... and make you feel
content. But you will never really know me... to a full extent. If you never truely listen, how do expect to hear? I know your being drowned by the drugs and beer.. But if you never want to know.. Then I won't give what I'm willing to show. My friends say to move on, to leave you in the dust, But what I want to,no, have to say is just. I don't have such a tranquil heart
that wo
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you anger me I want out but this place is a maze filled with obsticals.including that razor that keeps peircing my fair flesh but everyone is stading in the way and won't let me pass. Thax charchar,brandy,dani,spike,andpotato for keeping me alive
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Emotional drought will be the answer
Blank beings within ourselves
Halted breath across our tongues
Shielded from everyday robotic trances
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I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there, I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, sorry I just couldn't help myself, I fell in love with you.
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*~*~*that's not what matters*~*~*
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I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there, I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do, sorry I just couldn't help myself, I fell in love with you.
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The greatest thing you'll ever learn
is just to love and be loved in return.
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The greatest thing you'll ever learn
is just to love and be loved in return.
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